pride - envy - hate - lust

Proof that I cannot contain myself      
Ready to be the best I can possibly be                                       
Inwardly indulging my sense of me   
Deceased are the times of any self-doubt                                     
Evolving – I’m growing inside and out.                                     

Everything I have still isn’t good enough
Never before have I needed your needs more
Virtue poised, egos woken from its dream  
You’re the reason envy’s left me seeing green

Here today where you live
Alienating me from me,
To much hate directed to
Each and every one of you

Longing for something almost void of love
Undeniably we all crave for lust
Sickly and suited for all to practice
Trusting, entwined with spite and malice